We have been trying to get pregnant for over 4 years. Doctors say nothing is wrong just need to keep trying but the depression and hurt I feel every month when I'm not pregnant is really getting me down. So much so that I have started rejecting all sexual advances from my husband. I have come to the conclusion that if I don't have sex then when I get my period I cant get upset because I know I am not pregnant, I did that last month and I didn't hit my usual depressive slump but now my period is over I am finding it hard to find excuses why I don't want sex. Couldn't find an excuse today and after sex i ended up hiding in the shower crying. Am I alone in feeling this way.