Is my life kinda crap at the moment?

[DrAssman]

Now I know there are people worse off in the world, like people who are dying or starving, etc.

But I am wondering if my life is kind of crap at the moment, compared to normal.

BADs
-I am a loner at school at lunchtimes. I wasn't last year, I had a friend at lunch, but this year, no.

-My mother gets angry at me sometimes, and today she said "you have psychological problems", but sometimes she is nice.

-My nose is like, stuffed, it is like crooked and too much on one side, I want to get it fixed but my mother still hasn't tooken me to the doctors about it!

-I worry a lot/paranoia. Maybe not so much recently, but last year for example, I kinda got bullied by a kid that was a weirdo, and I was paranoid that he might do something to my locker or something. But anyway, I'm at a new school this year and not as paranoid.

-I have OCD I think. An example is when I am not my laptop and it's on the table, I want the chair to be lined up to the laptop so that I'm not too much on once side. And right now I'm not a little table and just sitting on the floor and I'm on one side more, and the table leg pisses me off lol.


GOODs
-I have fun/talk to my cousins when I see them, I may be a loner at school, but I have no problem talking with them.

-I LOVE movies and tv shows, they are my life, and when I finish school I want to go into jobs relating to movies or tv. Whether it be scriptwriting, directing, acting, producing, or all of the above.

-I like chicken



So, what do you think? Do I have it bad? Or is my life really not that bad and should be thankful for the life I have?

And, how is your life? Can you relate to this?

Thanks so much if you took the time to read and reply to this question. And if you can, could you reply something about each dot point I made, like the goods and bads? Thanks.

Peace.

 

[2Cheh]

Your life is not as bad as you might think. Your mom is trying to look out for you, and if you think you have OCD and paranoia, than you might technically have some psychological problems going on.
Try talking to a counselor in your school about it, and at the same time, try and find a club at school that has to do with drama or cinematography, something that catches your interest in films.

As for the nose thing, I've broken my nose +4 times, and anything done to your nose is labeled as cosmetic and I can't claim it on my insurance, so I'm stuck with a slightly crooked nose. But a crooked nose is no big deal. You could be missing a limb (one of my brother-in-law's has an artificial foot, we call him Stumpy).

Just try and look at the brighter things in your life. You like chicken! I do too that is a good place to start

 

[OrlaC]

I think your life is nothing too much out of the ordinary, like many people, you find it a little hard to make new friends, and are a little self-conscious about your appearance.

If you can talk to your cousins, you can talk to other people. Make the effort to be friendly, and it will happen.