I’m so caught up with being good and doing the right thing all the time that I feel like having fun is selfish. I’ve been brought up in an environment where I always had to be selfless and serve others. It was not ok for me to do what I want, I always had to do what I have to and should. To me, having ego and self-serving is really bad.
How do I convince myself that indulging in self-interested pleasure is actually OK?
How do I convince myself that indulging in self-interested pleasure is actually OK?