PleaseHelp1
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I want to lose weight. I'm 5'9, 130 pounds, and a 15 year old girl. It's not all about the weight. I know I'm not that fat, but I don't like what I see in the mirror. I try not to eat over 1,000 calories a day and I exercise about 2 hours a day.
Yesterday, I ate 2 cheese sticks, a glass of orange juice, grapes, a banana, some noodles from chicken noodle soup, and 3 spoon fulls of cookie dough and I felt like I ate wayy too much and felt bad about the cookie dough P:
I don't like eating and I don't like being full. I feel guilty after I eat and it makes me feel sick. I haven't thrown food up yet, but I almost do sometimes.
It's a lot about control for me. I know it is. I want to control the way I look since I can't control the way I feel. I think bone thin is beautiful. No, it's not about the media and pressure to be thin. It's about me and the way I feel.
I haven't lost much weight yet. I've only been thinking this way for about 7 months and I've only been dieting like this for about 2.
Is this an eating disorder or is my diet fine?
Yesterday, I ate 2 cheese sticks, a glass of orange juice, grapes, a banana, some noodles from chicken noodle soup, and 3 spoon fulls of cookie dough and I felt like I ate wayy too much and felt bad about the cookie dough P:
I don't like eating and I don't like being full. I feel guilty after I eat and it makes me feel sick. I haven't thrown food up yet, but I almost do sometimes.
It's a lot about control for me. I know it is. I want to control the way I look since I can't control the way I feel. I think bone thin is beautiful. No, it's not about the media and pressure to be thin. It's about me and the way I feel.
I haven't lost much weight yet. I've only been thinking this way for about 7 months and I've only been dieting like this for about 2.
Is this an eating disorder or is my diet fine?