Is this LESBIAN-ISH? only older girls though? ahh 10 points?

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yeah, this is weird. and no, when i say older girls, i don';t mean oh i love them, i am NOT attracted to them in that way.

but it seems as though, i like to have older friends than me. just keep reading, first.

so, i'm in grade 8, right? so i'm 14.. and there is grades 7-12 at the school i go to. and i'm friends with some of the yr 10s & 11's. so, yr 10's are 16, and yr 11's are 17.

IDK IT'S SO WEIRD. but like, i like having older friends than me. im remember in grade 7, there was this really nice yr 10. when she sighed in on msn.. my heart raced? i mean, i wasnt attracted to her? it was weird.

but yeah.. and just say i was sad or something.. i wouldnt go to someone my age, i would go to someone older? it just feels weird going to someone who is my age. if i was really sad or something.

and also when i have a question about.. idk something, i always ask older friends!
AND, i remember at this party once, my friend in yr 11 gave me a nice hug at the end, it was weird though because she was taller, and the hug lasted for like 30 secnds. hahah it wasnt lesso like, but nice.

but IDK IT'S WEIRD. i dont like hugging friends my name, or being comforted by them

WHY IS IT ONLY OLDER? am i a lesbian??? wtf is wrong with me?
 
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