NekoViolin13
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Yeah, I know I'm crazy. But I'm proud of who I am, so feel free to say falling in love with somebody who isn't real is stupid. I won't give a sh*t.
Anyways, I bet ya'll wanna' know who it is I've fallen in love with. It's been over a year and I'm having difficulty just keeping it all bottled up inside. So here goes...
Last year in 2009, when I was 12, I moved to a new state in October. Somewhere around November I got a laptop, and the very first thing I did was look up AMVs (Anime Music Videos) to watch on Youtube. I watched one that contained an anime that I thought looked pretty cool, so when I found out what it was called and found somewhere to watch it, I was automatcially obsessed. That anime/manga is Shugo Chara! by Peach-Pit. Since that day (which I sadly do not remember the date....just sometime in November.XD) Shugo Chara! has remained my all-time favorite anime/manga, and one character has stayed my favorite anime/manga character. That stupid cat's name is Ikuto Tsukiyomi. I fell in love with the violin-playing cat created by the almighty Peach-Pit. So I guess you could say that's my story, but there's more to it. Like, some issues...
Since I'm extremely shy, I pretty much go a whole day at school without saying a word. I don't really have anybody to hang out with (I have a couple friends but I don't see them too much); I feel extremely lonely. I think my loneliness made me go crazy, but I'm not sure.XD I don't know if I'm crazy or not, so I'd love to hear if anybody else has had this issue. Not just the falling in love with an anime/manga character. I've kinda' created my own little world inside my head. Y'know, all my favorite anime/manga characters are there, and I live in a nice house, all that crap. But we won't go into depth on that because I'm already blushing like made and laughing hysterically while I type this.
Back to Ikuto!>////< I can't say his name out loud, I refuse to be a fangirl, I cry when I watch Shugo Chara! Doki, I can barely watch an episode of Shugo Chara! without turning away from the computer and blushing like mad (or giggling stupidly when there's Amuto, AmuXIkuto), and I...guess you could say just melt (Lawlz, that sounds so cheesy) when he speaks. I love his voice. I know it's not technically his but I guess that's what my mind wants to believe. I love him, and I'm not ashamed to admit it. I don't want this love to ever go away. I don't care if I cry myself to sleep knowing we can't be together. And I know this also sounds cheesy but as long has he's happy with his Amu-chan: I'm happy.
I'm 13 now, and still do not like going to the hell people call "school" due to my loneliness. I've thought about suicide, but if I killed myself I wouldn't get to see Ikuto again, now would I?
So, technically Ikuto's kinda' saved my life. I love him more than anything and I swear my love for him grows everyday.
Well, I guess what I really wanna' know now is you're guys' stories about loving somebody whose not real. I'd really like to hear about it.^^ It'd be nice to know I'm not the only person out there who's gone through the good and bad things about loving somebody who isn't real.
And I have a little catchphrase I came up with. It helps me feel better when I think about never being with the idiot I love.
"If you can think of it, it's real."
Anyways, I bet ya'll wanna' know who it is I've fallen in love with. It's been over a year and I'm having difficulty just keeping it all bottled up inside. So here goes...
Last year in 2009, when I was 12, I moved to a new state in October. Somewhere around November I got a laptop, and the very first thing I did was look up AMVs (Anime Music Videos) to watch on Youtube. I watched one that contained an anime that I thought looked pretty cool, so when I found out what it was called and found somewhere to watch it, I was automatcially obsessed. That anime/manga is Shugo Chara! by Peach-Pit. Since that day (which I sadly do not remember the date....just sometime in November.XD) Shugo Chara! has remained my all-time favorite anime/manga, and one character has stayed my favorite anime/manga character. That stupid cat's name is Ikuto Tsukiyomi. I fell in love with the violin-playing cat created by the almighty Peach-Pit. So I guess you could say that's my story, but there's more to it. Like, some issues...
Since I'm extremely shy, I pretty much go a whole day at school without saying a word. I don't really have anybody to hang out with (I have a couple friends but I don't see them too much); I feel extremely lonely. I think my loneliness made me go crazy, but I'm not sure.XD I don't know if I'm crazy or not, so I'd love to hear if anybody else has had this issue. Not just the falling in love with an anime/manga character. I've kinda' created my own little world inside my head. Y'know, all my favorite anime/manga characters are there, and I live in a nice house, all that crap. But we won't go into depth on that because I'm already blushing like made and laughing hysterically while I type this.
Back to Ikuto!>////< I can't say his name out loud, I refuse to be a fangirl, I cry when I watch Shugo Chara! Doki, I can barely watch an episode of Shugo Chara! without turning away from the computer and blushing like mad (or giggling stupidly when there's Amuto, AmuXIkuto), and I...guess you could say just melt (Lawlz, that sounds so cheesy) when he speaks. I love his voice. I know it's not technically his but I guess that's what my mind wants to believe. I love him, and I'm not ashamed to admit it. I don't want this love to ever go away. I don't care if I cry myself to sleep knowing we can't be together. And I know this also sounds cheesy but as long has he's happy with his Amu-chan: I'm happy.
I'm 13 now, and still do not like going to the hell people call "school" due to my loneliness. I've thought about suicide, but if I killed myself I wouldn't get to see Ikuto again, now would I?
So, technically Ikuto's kinda' saved my life. I love him more than anything and I swear my love for him grows everyday.Well, I guess what I really wanna' know now is you're guys' stories about loving somebody whose not real. I'd really like to hear about it.^^ It'd be nice to know I'm not the only person out there who's gone through the good and bad things about loving somebody who isn't real.
And I have a little catchphrase I came up with. It helps me feel better when I think about never being with the idiot I love.
"If you can think of it, it's real."