GalaxyWonderer
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i would like to know if someone can please help me to understand the christian walk. lately, actually for a few years i have been on again, off again with things. i mean i believe what the gospel says about Jesus. but i also feel like if i have come to the healer and feel the same and see the same things what else is there to do? it's just that i am frustrated with life and i am unhappy and i feel like i have come to God for help and i am not sure what i was expecting but i still feel the same for the most part. i don't understand what exactly i am suppossed to do to be succesful with this and i can admit that i have been impatient with God but i feel like i am missing something. like surely there must be something i am not understanding. i feel like one day i am trying to live pleasing to God then one day i am like what's the point, my reality is still the same, i feel like i don't know what to do to get His attention, i mean what am i doing wrong? am i lukewarm? am i refusing Him? i don't know for sure what to do at times i even admit to Him that i don't even know what to say to Him anymore.
