Hi.
I was with my bf, for about 2n1/2 years, (we hav a lil boy as well) when we split up last year in november, the reason for this was because since we had our lil boy he kinda became a bit of a bully towards me, he never hit me but used to like put me down and say bad things, n occasionally he threw thinks around the house, or punched the wall n that, in the end i split up with him over it, i really missed him, and on xmas eve i texted him telling him that i missed him, he then kept telling me he had changed and he was off of the weed, i wasn't sure at first but i realized i still loved him so decided to give him his last chance. when we got back together i was expecting us to be all loved up n that, but i didn't feel like that, and now im starting to realize/wonder if i just missed him more than anything, we are still together now, but im confused by my feelings, i do love him deep down, but im not sure if theirs anything left in our relationship, im not sure if he has sensed this because he keep asking if i still want to be With him, n that he doesn't want to lose me, im not good at breaking peoples hearts, but i dont know what to do, i love him but i just dont feel the same anymore, i dont know whether it was because of the way he treated me in the past, or because we were apart for so long or what?! What would you do?
I was with my bf, for about 2n1/2 years, (we hav a lil boy as well) when we split up last year in november, the reason for this was because since we had our lil boy he kinda became a bit of a bully towards me, he never hit me but used to like put me down and say bad things, n occasionally he threw thinks around the house, or punched the wall n that, in the end i split up with him over it, i really missed him, and on xmas eve i texted him telling him that i missed him, he then kept telling me he had changed and he was off of the weed, i wasn't sure at first but i realized i still loved him so decided to give him his last chance. when we got back together i was expecting us to be all loved up n that, but i didn't feel like that, and now im starting to realize/wonder if i just missed him more than anything, we are still together now, but im confused by my feelings, i do love him deep down, but im not sure if theirs anything left in our relationship, im not sure if he has sensed this because he keep asking if i still want to be With him, n that he doesn't want to lose me, im not good at breaking peoples hearts, but i dont know what to do, i love him but i just dont feel the same anymore, i dont know whether it was because of the way he treated me in the past, or because we were apart for so long or what?! What would you do?