Just me venting. -takes deep breath-?

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I feel lonely.
I feel lost.
I look around, and everyone's just so happy except for me.

I always do this thing, where I would put on the fakest smile.
So fake that if i tell someone I have a problem, they act like I just told them I'm related to Michael Jackson.


I have friends to talk to, but like, they just don't GET what i'm talking about.

I have a dad who buys me anything I want. But I realized that the saying "Money can't buy you happines" is just SO true.

I'd rather have absolutely nothing if it means not feeling this way anymore.


I'm missing something, and I don't know what.













+thanks to whoever took time to read thiss.
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Yeah. I thought it was a pretty shitty feeling, too.

But then my father got shipped out to Iraq, my mother started locking herself in her room every night, sobbing loudly, my dog died, a friend of mine committed suicide, and the love of my life told me she had fallen for a gay guy. In a one-month span.

Life sucks.
'Course, now I'm too tired to be depressed anymore...

:>
 
You say you're missing something - I think it's love and affection from someone else. i don't know how old you are, but if you're a teen I think it can be a difficult time in your life. Try to tell your Dad how you feel. If you don't feel comfortable doing this, try making new friends with people who like to chat about these sorts of issues. Just don't tackle this on your own - it's heaps easier if you have support. Stay positive and life will get better :-)
 
why don´t you give some of your stuff to the needy and donate some of your time. Maybe that feeling you have is that feeling of know you made a difference in some ones life.
 
you bet...

m glad you are going through that...

because i know, you'll be stronger after...

:)
 
well first of all if you were related to mj then im very jealous of you and at the same time very sorry for your loss. but everyone goes through a phase like this one. some people go through them alot. i used to. you have to find a hobby that makes you happy. i love dancing and i do it every day. i joined my high schools varsity dance team and im very good at what i do and that makes me happier. when ever im down and i go perform for a ton of people i feel like im walking on water. find something that gives you that high (not drugs) that's never the answer.
 
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