A few months ago, I lost complete trust with my mom. I lied to her & got caught drinking. Its been a while, & I've since then gained her trust back a few times & stupidly lost it a few more times. About 2 weeks ago, I ended up telling this HUGEE lie so I could stay out all night, she eventually found out the day after & now she will NEVER trust me again. I don't know what to do, I feel horrible about all the tiems I've lied to her but she definitely wont' believe that I'm sorry now. Plus I now have a boyfriend who I can never see because of being grounded.. I want her trust back & I know it's definitely not an easy thing to get after I've lost it so stupidly. I just don't know what to say to her anymore