okay my mind is so fucked up at the moment i just need advice lol, okay i find it very very hard to make friends, i have finally make a best mate and yeah things are going well, it doesnt help i have anxiety and little things make a huge drama, but he still is a really good mate ( most of the time) lol, so the other day i told him i was bi! and he took it really well for some one who is 100% straight lol, and i find it very hard to be attracted to girls but! his ex girl friends was my first crush intill they started going out, and now i introducted hi to another girl i liked but he has fallen in love with her and they spend so much time together lol, i told him how i felt and he was like i can back off!, but i dont want that i prefer seeing him happy!! its killing me seeing them together cause i still sort of like her but there will never be anything there now cause my mate has done EVERYTHING 
with her and i couldnt do that to him! i fell like i am being left out and he doesnt want to be my friend, things fell strange now that he know i am bi
with her and i couldnt do that to him! i fell like i am being left out and he doesnt want to be my friend, things fell strange now that he know i am bi