For about the last 4 to 5 months I've been interested in missions to the point of wanting to pursue it, I'm a Christian by the way, and I've been praying and fasting if this is what god wants me to do, I've been getting more of an urge to go for it since Im just a freshman in college, but my parents don't seem like they are all for it, I mean my mom is very spiritual and I've never gotten any words of encouragement from her on this subject at all just things like "so this is what you want to do" and stuff like that, so it makes me question myself if this god giving me these desires to pursue this or me.