bumfluffepoopoo
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dont say 'dont know')? after developing a VERY high tolerance to illegal drugs i started abusing diphenhydramine (the original benadryl stuff) when i found out it could cause hallucinations etc if you overdose. at first id do it now and again but then everyday and missed so much work i lost my job. i didnt care though, id just sit at home getting fucked up, taking more and more sometimes to the point where i was shaking so violently i couldnt walk or even pick something up, it was like i was have a seizure or something.the amount i took varied, mostly 800-1000mg because higher than that made it hard to get downstairs to the bathroom but if no one was around to see me trying to get downstairs id go upto 1500mg and be completely out of it. i stopped taking it a few weeks ago (after a looooong and painful withdrawal process) but recently things have been getting weird i keep feeling like im on it again and ill get a bit twitchy and keep seeing things moving out the corner of my eyes and things seem to suddenly appear but then i realise they were there already biut i hadnt notice cause i was starting to zone out. oh and a few times ive had the horrible itching and mild, temporary amnesia it causes. or ill suddenly think someone is in the room with me or ill talk to someone and then think 'shit are they even real?' its like i dont know whats real and whats not anymore, partly because im just a bit paranoid now but partly because i continue to have mild hallucinations out of the blue without taking anything. will this ever stop or am i just messed up for life?
oh another thing- ive been having some major spelling problems recently which i have NEVER had before!
oh another thing- ive been having some major spelling problems recently which i have NEVER had before!