Hey all I relly need help!!! I am an 19 year old girl who always thought I am straight and always dreamed of having a life with a husband and 3 kids. I always looked at girls and enveyed some for the way they do their hair and wear to try to get some tips you know of how you I can be nicer!!! 1month ago I went out with my friends as usual and to talk with my friend and touched her knees so that she is aware and I start talk to her!!! From that point in time I streesed that I might be lesbian. I read some lesbian articles and I don't know what happened. I always think I am one and where before I just looked at girls normally know I keep saying in me but do you feel to kiss her? I don't want to be one because I know I always was straight!!! I feel highly confused it is like an obsession. I read that lesbians look a lot at girls butt and breast and now I am always fixating there. I never looked before!!! Do you think it is just a phase or else I am one. Please help!!!!! thanks