Please shed light on this situation. Okay on Valentines Day I was involved with some sexual activity. No kissing, just the exchanging of Oral. From the get go; he stated to me that he was a virgin, just as I am, in which you could somewhat tell due to his actions, and the way that he seemed to be a bit uncomfortable. He went down on me first, and said that he had never done this to any girl. From their; i went down on him; which was my first time ever. I was facing some issues and thought nothing of it; he said hes a virgin; what's the worst that could happen? I cry, because i feel like through this..this is something I totally shouldn't have done and is not like me. Blah Blah Blah. On Feb. 20th just 6 days after Valentines day I notice a cut sort of thing on my lip. I peel my lips all the time so once again I thought nothing of this either. I put petroleum jelly on it for a few days where it soon dissapeared. Last night Feb. 27th my best friend said that she heard that he had gonorrhea. I was really freaked out by this, but then I realized I wasn't quite sure if this was all making since or not. He said that he was a virgin, which quite frankly I believed since he acted like he had never even scene breasts before. Any who, I was kind of creeped, and decided I would just mark it off as a dirty rumor, that is until I ran across a pimple torwards the top of my vagina just to the lower left side. It sort of stings when I touch it, but after some depth research I found that neither of these two symptoms match Gonorrhea. Could he have given me another STD that match these symptoms? Also, am I just over stressing this? My lips bleed, peel all the time, and I read that you can get pimples any and everywhere. (Yes, even/near/around on you Vagina.) Are these the beginning stages of some other STD? Do the symptoms match any STD's that can be transmitted orally? Most of you will probablly say I need to get checked out, but Hello? That's why I came here first, and only plan to go to the doctor if push comes to shove. I have on really good friend over the age of 18 who could take me to an STD Clinic. Does anyone know of any free one's in the Atlanta, Georgia area? It needs to be free and completely confidential where no parent is necessary, just someone over the age of 18, where treatment can be done, and no insurance info is needed, because I don't want anything to show up on our insurance. Extra Info: I am not sexually active, so no my hymen has not been broken, and this is the farthest I've ever gone with any boy. I must say that I have learned my lesson, and this is one of the stupidest things I've ever done. Please Help, if you are a strong believer in god, PRAY. I know this is alot but PLEASE try to answer to the best of your ability. In case you are not able to tell from my lack of knowledge I am a teenager. In case you are also wondering why I have not told any family members it is because I can't, my mother does not have much trust in me as it is, and for this in the back of her mind she would always wondering what i was doing or accusing me everytime I did something. I can not face the guilt, nor do I wish to see my mother hurt. I plan to avoid telling her. My sister's will past judgement on me, they wouldn't understand, I don't go to them for things like that, and the chance of them telling my mom as well as two million other people is 99.9%. My brother..well their's not too much he can say or do, he's my brother, who would most likely just tell my mother as well. My female friend over the age of 18 will be their, but I have not had the chance to tell her/ get in contact with her. Please help, I beg of you. No sarcasm, or joking, I feel bad enough as it is. Just serious, intelligent answers, beneficial to my situation. (Sorry this is so long, but their was alot I had to get off of my chest.) Thank you in advance. God Bless.