(Rant) I don't want to leave him but deep down know I should...?

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He understands me better than anyone else. He is my best friend. It would totally sucj to stop talking to him. Everything is great between us, I just can't trust him.
Because I keep catching him lying.
A$$hole.
Really sucks that this is what has to tear us apart. :( Maybe one day he will learn to not lie. Or does everyone do it?
More of a rant.
I just don't know if I can end it yet, or how to... I don't want to let go of him yet. But it's not like he is going to change.
I wish he just wouldn't lie :(
I would accept his lying. If he could accept me not trusting him. If he is gonna lie, and not want me to get mad, I want to be able to go through his phone without him getting mad. :-/ But then again, who wants to be in that sort of relationship?
 
Or, you could just decide that you're OK with his lying. I mean, he lies, so what? No, of course not everybody does, at least not to any significant degree. But then, we all have our faults, me, you, everybody. His is lying. Why is that so horrible to you?
 
It seems your inner self is trying its best to protect you from yourself. Listen to the voice and move on with your life. Believe me, when someone really loves you and love is an action word, they will prove it to you. It just happens naturally. You met him at a point of your life when it was needed but that season has come and gone. It is time that you move on with your life. You aren't the person for him because if you were, he would not continue to harm you, grant it, it does take time to relearn how to "not" lie, etc. Everyone has a demon in their lives they must face and destroy but at what expense and how long will you allow your heart to be cut is the question. I am sure that your soul mate is waiting for you to walk right into his life. When you are on your journey and for filling the self requirements, that person appears, that is if he hasn't come across your pathway, not your current boyfriend that is already. Take a vacation from him, clear your mind, your soul and meditate to see your path clearly. Do not be afraid to walk alone, it is needed for growth. We all were born alone, that is God's plan but to for fill your life, you need to make good sound decisions and be able to see it thru regardless if you have someone in your life or not. Stand tall and make that move.
 
to answer your question...umm...what IS your question?
 
How can you trust someone who lies to you? If someone lies to you, they are not worth your time at all.
 
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