RoundSquarez
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- Jun 17, 2010
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I just feel as if, nothing is ever working out for me anymore. And that nobody wants me.
Because, recently I was on a break with my latest ex so he could get over the feelings he had for his ex, but then ended up getting back with her and just abandoning me which makes me feel as if I'm no good, and that i'm worthless. This makes me hate myself. He even said how he'd always love me forever and how he was scared of losing me so that made me confident that this relationship was actually going to last, and then he goes and does this to me. So, now I have even bigger trust issues then what I had in the first place. I have had 13 boyfriends. I have never been in love before, I thought I was with my last, but now I'm not so sure because I'm making myself sick over the situation. The longest relationship I have had was 2 months. I just need help on how I can have a nice long lasting relationship. A fear has now grown were I am scared to get into another relationship, and that i'll just get messed about again. I am still crying over my latest ex because of how much me and him had in common, and how I could actually be myself around him. I need help.
Because, recently I was on a break with my latest ex so he could get over the feelings he had for his ex, but then ended up getting back with her and just abandoning me which makes me feel as if I'm no good, and that i'm worthless. This makes me hate myself. He even said how he'd always love me forever and how he was scared of losing me so that made me confident that this relationship was actually going to last, and then he goes and does this to me. So, now I have even bigger trust issues then what I had in the first place. I have had 13 boyfriends. I have never been in love before, I thought I was with my last, but now I'm not so sure because I'm making myself sick over the situation. The longest relationship I have had was 2 months. I just need help on how I can have a nice long lasting relationship. A fear has now grown were I am scared to get into another relationship, and that i'll just get messed about again. I am still crying over my latest ex because of how much me and him had in common, and how I could actually be myself around him. I need help.