Going downhill. People ignore me until they have nothing else to do. Other than my mom I don't have anyone that would go to battle for me, not even just giving advice. For example, this guy wrote something really hurtful anf I asked an older lady, my "friend" for advice and she ignored me. After the fact, she basically said she didn't want to be involved and how great this guy was, but he hurt me. Another girl told me we weren't super close so don't expect a response all the time. I hate my life. I am done with praying b/c God doesn't answer my prayers. I try to be really nice to people but it doesn't work. Then my "close friend" was in town and didn't even contact me. She said we were close friends not me. She contacted other people. This isn't the worst of my problems but I will start with the little ones.