Okay so for the longest time , Ive had this fear. Im deathly scared to eat in front of people. I don't know what it is but I just chicken out and say Im not hungry if people offer me food even though Im starving. I feel as though every ones looking at me or judging me. Keep in mind I am a teenager though so i don't know maybe just self conscious? But I feel like there parents are judging me too when I eat so I only eat at home. Second I am deathly scared to order food. I stutter and my heart starts beating quicker when i have to order food from restaurant's. Im always scared i wont talk loud enough , ill mispronounce something, they wont have something. I just have a constant fear of people judging me for eating , and not being able to order food correctly. I always have parents or friends get me food because of this. So am I just self conscious or should I be checked? Thank you. No sarcastic remarks , please. & I donut exactly think Im fat which is what puzzles me about being judged for food.