So I don't really find my brother-in-law (my husband's brother) attractive, just his tattoos, for some reason they turn me on. Anyways, he used to occasionally hit on me, mostly when he was drunk, and I always just brushed them off until one day I tested him when he was sober, I was drunk, and we were alone, I said we should go make out. He seemed to be considering it and had we not been interrupted I think he would have taken me up on my offer. Since then we have never been alone again and I have made sure of that.
I have now had several dreams involving he and I in a sexual situations. In the first we just made out and I woke up horrified. The next dream he was holding me from behind suckling my neck and cupping my breast while fingering me, my husband walked in in the background and I did not care, I woke up shocked, a little horrified, but extremely horny, but the more dreams I have the further we progress towards actual sex and the more comfortable I am with the idea. I had one last night where we were making out again alone and groping each other and then a loud bang from outside woke me up and I woke up horny and happy. Every time I see him I can picture us doing something naughty, and every time he hugs me I feel more comfortable in his arms and they seem to last longer and involve more body contact. I find myself wanting to touch him when he is around me and it makes me uncomfortable, I love my husband and he is beyond wonderful and so ridiculously hot he could be a model. I am not sure what to do with this, or what it means, I am worried that one day I will accidentally do something with my B-in-L. Like feel him up or something more because I cant seem to control my hormones around him and I doubt he would stop it if something started to happen. I can't avoid being alone with him forever, is there anything I can do?
I have now had several dreams involving he and I in a sexual situations. In the first we just made out and I woke up horrified. The next dream he was holding me from behind suckling my neck and cupping my breast while fingering me, my husband walked in in the background and I did not care, I woke up shocked, a little horrified, but extremely horny, but the more dreams I have the further we progress towards actual sex and the more comfortable I am with the idea. I had one last night where we were making out again alone and groping each other and then a loud bang from outside woke me up and I woke up horny and happy. Every time I see him I can picture us doing something naughty, and every time he hugs me I feel more comfortable in his arms and they seem to last longer and involve more body contact. I find myself wanting to touch him when he is around me and it makes me uncomfortable, I love my husband and he is beyond wonderful and so ridiculously hot he could be a model. I am not sure what to do with this, or what it means, I am worried that one day I will accidentally do something with my B-in-L. Like feel him up or something more because I cant seem to control my hormones around him and I doubt he would stop it if something started to happen. I can't avoid being alone with him forever, is there anything I can do?