I have been with my boyfriend for just over a year now. I love him so much but ever since I can remember I've wanted to experience things with a girl. These feelings are affecting my relationship - we hardly ever make love anymore, because I can never get in "the mood". I'm still attracted to him, and to men in general but when we're doing things I imagine what it would be like if I was with a girl. The relationship has been very turbulent so that might be a minor factor, but I just don't know what to do - I haven't told him any of this but it's causing arguments because I feel stressed out and he feels rejected. Any advice would be helpful 