DrLoveless
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- Jun 26, 2010
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I have been doing Judo for quite some time now and really really enjoy it. I look forward to each and every class
Now im not trolling or being stupid. but please hear me out.
I am getting these voices in my head that keep saying that "Judo" is evil. Seriously, I had this dream i was in my Dojo doing my usual Judo moves with other Judo players and i Saw my Dad sitting on the chairs on the sides of the mat.
My dad puts his hand up and in my dream he says "Son you should stop this now, its bad its evil"
I know this sounds like i'm a fruit cake. I came home one night after a Judo session ate and went to sleep when i had this dream.
I keep dreaming it for THREE NIGHTS same dream over and over, i know it sounds really weird. My dads dead btw 5 years ago from a sudden heart attack. But I've moved forward since then.
Why is he keep telling me in my dream to stop? I mean when he were alive he said this was a good but dangerous hobby i am doing
Hell, I am just so messed up right now and my mind is going crazy i told my friends and family about this and they act like i've gone insane?
I feel really weird and this week seem like i cant go to another class ever again?
Infact a part of me inside me is telling that i should stop this Judo altogether, i want to go into my yard pour fuel onto my GI and burn it all my hard earned belts and certificates?
Please tell me what i should i do? Its so so weird. Its like i want to UNLEARN all my skills. Its like i want my brain to "Forget" all these moves ive learnt?
Whats happening do you think i could be going insane? Any advice please please- because no one is giving me a serious answer!!
Im only 26 btw
Now im not trolling or being stupid. but please hear me out.
I am getting these voices in my head that keep saying that "Judo" is evil. Seriously, I had this dream i was in my Dojo doing my usual Judo moves with other Judo players and i Saw my Dad sitting on the chairs on the sides of the mat.
My dad puts his hand up and in my dream he says "Son you should stop this now, its bad its evil"
I know this sounds like i'm a fruit cake. I came home one night after a Judo session ate and went to sleep when i had this dream.
I keep dreaming it for THREE NIGHTS same dream over and over, i know it sounds really weird. My dads dead btw 5 years ago from a sudden heart attack. But I've moved forward since then.
Why is he keep telling me in my dream to stop? I mean when he were alive he said this was a good but dangerous hobby i am doing
Hell, I am just so messed up right now and my mind is going crazy i told my friends and family about this and they act like i've gone insane?
I feel really weird and this week seem like i cant go to another class ever again?
Infact a part of me inside me is telling that i should stop this Judo altogether, i want to go into my yard pour fuel onto my GI and burn it all my hard earned belts and certificates?
Please tell me what i should i do? Its so so weird. Its like i want to UNLEARN all my skills. Its like i want my brain to "Forget" all these moves ive learnt?
Whats happening do you think i could be going insane? Any advice please please- because no one is giving me a serious answer!!
Im only 26 btw