I am sure I that I am gay…. I suffer attraction to a teenager…. I have always had interest in boys until now. I want to kiss and caress her skin… I want her to feel the same affection for me… I want my male friends to understand and not think of me as a joke…. I want her to love me… and accept me for a lover and not as the innocent heterosexual she thinks I am…. She is straight and am not I love her.