livelifee1
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- Jun 16, 2010
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hey everyone
so there's this ex of mine, i just finished 11th grade, and he just finished 10th. back when i was in 8th, we dated for like a week or two but nothing ever happened.
after that, we didnt talk for a year ish. then we started talking again since 2 years ago. hes been there through tough times for me so he means a lot to me.
were kind of like "friends with benefits" i havnt seen him since we dated, but we text all the time. and were very sexual. we have plans to hang out sometime within the next month.. im kinda nervous.
hes very like..good looking, and hes done a lot with girls. and i still havnt even hooked up with anyone (i dated someone online for like 2 years, so i dont have any experience).. and ive mentioned this to him before but i dont think he realizes ive never made out.
i dont regret that, i just wish i had experience. i like him, and he shows affection towards me but were just friends with benefits basically. im worried that if we hang out he's going to want to hookup and itll be like me being "all talk and then i cant deliver" since we talk VERY sexually over text.
(i know what im talking about, i just havnt had actual experiences)
should i be embarassed about this? im not exactly ugly, i can find a guy to hookup with, but i dont want just any random guy,
but, if i hookup with my ex, itll be my first time and itll be VERY obvious.
what do you think? get experience before seeing him or just let happen what happens.
thanks!
so there's this ex of mine, i just finished 11th grade, and he just finished 10th. back when i was in 8th, we dated for like a week or two but nothing ever happened.
after that, we didnt talk for a year ish. then we started talking again since 2 years ago. hes been there through tough times for me so he means a lot to me.
were kind of like "friends with benefits" i havnt seen him since we dated, but we text all the time. and were very sexual. we have plans to hang out sometime within the next month.. im kinda nervous.
hes very like..good looking, and hes done a lot with girls. and i still havnt even hooked up with anyone (i dated someone online for like 2 years, so i dont have any experience).. and ive mentioned this to him before but i dont think he realizes ive never made out.
i dont regret that, i just wish i had experience. i like him, and he shows affection towards me but were just friends with benefits basically. im worried that if we hang out he's going to want to hookup and itll be like me being "all talk and then i cant deliver" since we talk VERY sexually over text.
(i know what im talking about, i just havnt had actual experiences)
should i be embarassed about this? im not exactly ugly, i can find a guy to hookup with, but i dont want just any random guy,
but, if i hookup with my ex, itll be my first time and itll be VERY obvious.
what do you think? get experience before seeing him or just let happen what happens.
thanks!