i play rugby but im not exactly one of the best guys, for say, i try...but i have my good moments but since it just started i have to pay a hundred dollar fee, but idk if its worth it because i would like to start training bjj and muy thai or kickboxing, becuz id like to have a future in mma(ufc) but the classes are like 125 a month, im sure my parents can pay the 100 dollars and possibly split the 125 a month but im not to sure if my heart is with rugby. like one part of me likes to play but i hate going to practice so sometimes im slightly nervous or something...i really dont want to spend the $100 and the quit later, i know i will miss it if i do but im not sure if its worth it...its driving me crazy...some advice please