Hi, i'm David. I'm 18 and ive been training in BJJ and MMA for just over 2 years now. I'm training to try and become one of the best fighters in the world, it's all I ever think about, I want it so much and as up to now ive lived a clean lifestyle, you know eating right, traning everyday, not smoking, not drinking and no drugs. But this weekend I went out for my friends birthday and I got really drunk and carried away and I ended up taking cocaine and extasy. I feel so stupid I feel like a fool, I feel like ive diserpected the martial arts ive training in. i'm worried that this stupid mistake is some how going to cost me from being the best fighter out there. I'm pissed off with myself and at this piont I dont even feel I deserve to make it in the fight business. I dont know im just so mad at myself for being SO stupid......!!!!!