Tell me a secret.

I still miss him, nearly 3 years on.
I haven't been able to get close to anyone else since.
Now we're going to different sides of the country.
Part of me is happy cause I hate feeling like I'm a love sick puppy.
But the other side wants to hold him and never let him go
 
I thought the gym instructor was alright looking with his tanned skin and not extremely large muscles, then i thought wow he's rather fit. After he said he had a girlfriend it was like ooh his fit and now he showed me a picture of his kids and i now want kids with him. with this excessive flirting and night shifts when its just me and him, god i cant control myself. i blame it on him. and he keeps on flirting, only known him 3 days and his already touching me aaaaaaaahhhhh
 
I have no friends and no confidence.
I rarely go out (about once or twice every week), having distanced myself from everyone I know.
I ****** up my A-levels and won't be going to uni this year.
I've never had a boyfriend- I've only ever kissed 3 people and I'm 18.
I always argue with my dad and he's told me many times he favours my younger sister over me.
I have no money and no job.
I just have no social skills.
And I'm about a stone overweight.
 
I've lost contact with my nephews and i hate the fact i didnt fight harder, i also hate it was mainly my parents fault!
 
I never even went out with him, but I still think I love him.

I miss him. :(
 
lol at all the anon's.

I can't decide whether I like one of my friends or not. He's lovely but I don't think we'd get on in that way very well- we both have very little experience in relationships so we wouldn't get anywhere.
 
Anyone else see this thread and just think "PostSecret" immediately? Love that website :)
 
I suffer from trichotillomania =(
ive had it since i was 11 im now 17 going on 18
i wish i didnt its ruined my confidence
 
Cannot help but believe this is true.

(I know I know I know, should have listened when I was told)
 
yeah go for it.. xcept i don't know anything about u, seeing as ur anon lol.. pm me??
 
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