This was my regular Workout B night, but had to postpone to tomorrow so I can train with a couple of people at the gym for this comp that I don't really want to do.
Particularly as earlier in the week someone pwned my squat PB with about 3 months of irregular coached training, whereas I've done about 9 months, mostly on my own with some form checking and advice. I can't accept it even if being 10-15 years younger she will be stronger. Any success I have in this competition will be meaningless when I know someone can do better.
That and someone bumped into me while I was mid lift on a bench. Had it not been someone I think is quite tough I would have screamed in their face WTF take some care I could have been hurt! I was really pissed off and not really focussed on anything. So banned from the dojo and no longer feel at home at the gym. FML
being genuinely angry for the second time in my life after paraguay. i personally feel used, and i am distressed and raging because of it. i want to scream, i want to cry, and i want to destroy things.
Couldn't do it now as if I don't eat regularly it's sets off my IBS but up until maybe 5 years ago I might not eat 'till dinner time. 14 hours? You'll be asleep for most of it
Had to have a colonoscopy a few years ago , involved no solids for 2 days , the second day being clear liquids only , the best advise i can give you is take a big gulp of water if you feel hungry , it tends to take the edge off.