6 years ago it was God's will for me to marry a christian brother who needed my help...
the guy rejected me in favor of a more attractive woman who was far more sexually and socially appealing... the problem with his choice was that the woman he fell in love with was a user and a manipulator... she cared nothing for God or for the people around her... only in seducing as many men as possible... She broke hearts with delight and attracted as many men as possible
the guy I was supposed to marry was not a good person but he had an extremely good reputation because he was fake, and went through great pains to put on a front for the people around him... I was the only one who knew his secrets:
He had a father who tried to kill him
He looked at porn
He cheated on tests
He was always judging other people
He was a very big hypocrite
He was an extremely fake person who never wore his expressions on his face
He was yelling at his father for not giving him money for a car when his father was dying of cancer
He accused his father of being pathetic because his father was physically weak and ugly
He complained about what an awful person his mother was because she complained to him about her problems after his brother slapped her
He would justify everytihng that he ever did
One time I accidently insulted him, so he spilled water on my back by accident and then walked away
He was an extremely impatient person who was always getting angry at people for things they shouldn't be angry about
He would interrupt me every time I tried to say something...
Anyway... He hacked into my hotmail account and sent offensive e-mails to everybody on my contact list... and did this 4 years ago...
Just last week, he hacked into my account again and sent offensive e-mails to people and then deleted the message history... but I haven't seen the guy or spoken to the guy in 4 years!!!
when I went to file a police report, I discovered that he had already filed a report against me so that the police laughed and me and did not believe anything that I said...
I also discovered that he had been slandering me to everybody saying that I'm mentally ill and incapable of looking at things with accurate judgement, he also accused me of being a slut even though I'm a virgin...
I think that somehow, God knew I would marry him if I didn't have any other options, so he shielded me and protected me so that I wouldn't feel like I needed a man to take care of me...
That it was never God's will for me to marry him... but that God was trying to show me who he actually was and not how he appeared so that I didn't end up with an abusive husband who hit me and beat me up...
But why would he still be stalking me 4 years later? how could he hate me that much?
Maybe he believes I'm still mentally ill and that he can easily make me marry him by cutting off my social contacts and destroying my self-esteem...
I don't understand it though... why did God single this person out?
the guy rejected me in favor of a more attractive woman who was far more sexually and socially appealing... the problem with his choice was that the woman he fell in love with was a user and a manipulator... she cared nothing for God or for the people around her... only in seducing as many men as possible... She broke hearts with delight and attracted as many men as possible
the guy I was supposed to marry was not a good person but he had an extremely good reputation because he was fake, and went through great pains to put on a front for the people around him... I was the only one who knew his secrets:
He had a father who tried to kill him
He looked at porn
He cheated on tests
He was always judging other people
He was a very big hypocrite
He was an extremely fake person who never wore his expressions on his face
He was yelling at his father for not giving him money for a car when his father was dying of cancer
He accused his father of being pathetic because his father was physically weak and ugly
He complained about what an awful person his mother was because she complained to him about her problems after his brother slapped her
He would justify everytihng that he ever did
One time I accidently insulted him, so he spilled water on my back by accident and then walked away
He was an extremely impatient person who was always getting angry at people for things they shouldn't be angry about
He would interrupt me every time I tried to say something...
Anyway... He hacked into my hotmail account and sent offensive e-mails to everybody on my contact list... and did this 4 years ago...
Just last week, he hacked into my account again and sent offensive e-mails to people and then deleted the message history... but I haven't seen the guy or spoken to the guy in 4 years!!!
when I went to file a police report, I discovered that he had already filed a report against me so that the police laughed and me and did not believe anything that I said...
I also discovered that he had been slandering me to everybody saying that I'm mentally ill and incapable of looking at things with accurate judgement, he also accused me of being a slut even though I'm a virgin...
I think that somehow, God knew I would marry him if I didn't have any other options, so he shielded me and protected me so that I wouldn't feel like I needed a man to take care of me...
That it was never God's will for me to marry him... but that God was trying to show me who he actually was and not how he appeared so that I didn't end up with an abusive husband who hit me and beat me up...
But why would he still be stalking me 4 years later? how could he hate me that much?
Maybe he believes I'm still mentally ill and that he can easily make me marry him by cutting off my social contacts and destroying my self-esteem...
I don't understand it though... why did God single this person out?