I know time traveling is un achievable with the technology we have now and days but i always wish i could time travel back in time to fix my mistakes.
Last year on June 18 2009, my best friend died in a drunk driving accident, and we were the intoxicated ones and i was the driver. I ran a red light and we were tboned by a truck passenger side,
since that day i've been extremely depressed, i barley leave my house; honestly all i do is lay on the couch and watch tv all day. I stopped all communications with my other friends even when they try to call me i just ignore them, and ive also been suicidal. I killed my best friend who've ive known since the sixth grade, the image of the whole accident is embedded into my mind. Sometimes i pray to god to just end my life, cause then maybe then in a different realm i may be able to manipulate time. I just want to go back in time so i can warn myself. I would honestly give anything to just go back a few minutes before leaving that grad party, but i know theres nothing i can do.
before all this happened i was so happy, i even won best personality during my senior year of HS, if you can believe that.
but now everything i do is pointless, i feel like im just waiting for myself to die myself.
Last year on June 18 2009, my best friend died in a drunk driving accident, and we were the intoxicated ones and i was the driver. I ran a red light and we were tboned by a truck passenger side,
since that day i've been extremely depressed, i barley leave my house; honestly all i do is lay on the couch and watch tv all day. I stopped all communications with my other friends even when they try to call me i just ignore them, and ive also been suicidal. I killed my best friend who've ive known since the sixth grade, the image of the whole accident is embedded into my mind. Sometimes i pray to god to just end my life, cause then maybe then in a different realm i may be able to manipulate time. I just want to go back in time so i can warn myself. I would honestly give anything to just go back a few minutes before leaving that grad party, but i know theres nothing i can do.
before all this happened i was so happy, i even won best personality during my senior year of HS, if you can believe that.
but now everything i do is pointless, i feel like im just waiting for myself to die myself.