Killerdx33
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- Aug 5, 2010
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I've been depressed for almost 2 years now and every person in my life hasn't even noticed. I try to hide it but it's still there. Everyone that is close feels so distant. I only have a few friends who I don't really like. My parents don't talk to me and neither does my brother. The only people I talk to are people on video games. I feel like such a failure that I can't even try to meet new people. I feel like everyone is judging me always and I feel like a disappointment. I'm not good at anything either, which makes me even more nervous around people. The only sport I play is Baseball and I'm not even good at it. Only thing I can do good in is school but it's only a little above average. I feel so mediocre. No girl will look twice at me. I feel as if all of life is just pointless, like we are all just here to die. I'm never complimented or greeted. Everyone feels so distant. If you read through all of this don't tell me to go get help as they will never know who I am and are just paid to make people.feel good.