For the past few months I have become extremely obsessed with my cousin sister who lives in another country. I visited her late last year, after almost 10 years and when I was there I always wanted to be with her and constantly expected for her to talk with me. If she didn't speak to me I would get upset and feel bad.
Before I left I told her to email me and keep in contact she did not, so when I arrived home to my country I waited for her email, I received nothing. It made me real anxious, so I decided to phone her up and told her to email me as i have been waiting for your email, she sounded dis-interested on the phone speaking to me.
Anyways she has not emailed me back yet or contacted me through the social networking site. I don't use social networking sites but I signed up because I knew she checked it regularly and even sent her a message through the site, no reply either.
Its driving me crazy, non-stop I have been checking my email or spend the entire day thinking about why she hasn't contacted me. I even am planning to go back to the country where she lives in and demand why she does not want to keep in contact.
What is wrong with me, why can't I seem to get over her?
She is my cousin not my cousin's sister. No I don't have any attraction to her as a girl, I love her only in a brother-sister relationship type of way.
Before I left I told her to email me and keep in contact she did not, so when I arrived home to my country I waited for her email, I received nothing. It made me real anxious, so I decided to phone her up and told her to email me as i have been waiting for your email, she sounded dis-interested on the phone speaking to me.
Anyways she has not emailed me back yet or contacted me through the social networking site. I don't use social networking sites but I signed up because I knew she checked it regularly and even sent her a message through the site, no reply either.
Its driving me crazy, non-stop I have been checking my email or spend the entire day thinking about why she hasn't contacted me. I even am planning to go back to the country where she lives in and demand why she does not want to keep in contact.
What is wrong with me, why can't I seem to get over her?
She is my cousin not my cousin's sister. No I don't have any attraction to her as a girl, I love her only in a brother-sister relationship type of way.