My dream in life is to have a job and lifestyle that I actually want to have, and in todays world having a job that you actually like and fits in with who you are as a person is a tall order. I just started college and am trying to be a doctor and am in a doctorate program but I don't really know why, its what my parents think is best. I wanted to go into either engineering or business but I don't know exactly what for.
I'm just not as motivated in school and quesiton if I'm going through life doing what needs to be done so that I don't have any time for what wants to be done. Sometimes I feel as if I'm living in a matrix. Sometimes I feel like the school system to rigged to turn people into submissive drones or as a wise poet once said,"they tell you read this, eat this, don't look around, just teach us, okay look up now you have lost your streetness...some people graduate but we still stupid"
Moreover, is there such a thing as doing what you want to do in life instead of spending your life living the way people expect you to? I know I can say if I had multimillions I wouldn't be in a doctorate program but instead starting up my some technology company. Is Hell a place you go when your not christian or is it the failure of yours life's greatest ambition.
please don't answer if your not deep
I'm just not as motivated in school and quesiton if I'm going through life doing what needs to be done so that I don't have any time for what wants to be done. Sometimes I feel as if I'm living in a matrix. Sometimes I feel like the school system to rigged to turn people into submissive drones or as a wise poet once said,"they tell you read this, eat this, don't look around, just teach us, okay look up now you have lost your streetness...some people graduate but we still stupid"
Moreover, is there such a thing as doing what you want to do in life instead of spending your life living the way people expect you to? I know I can say if I had multimillions I wouldn't be in a doctorate program but instead starting up my some technology company. Is Hell a place you go when your not christian or is it the failure of yours life's greatest ambition.
please don't answer if your not deep