I'm a senior in high school and am about to graduate on friday. So many things have been going on lately with friends and my now ex-boyfriend and i feel like i need god more than ever. my ex-boyfriend is an atheist and this girl i just recently became very good friends with is also an atheist. i am always open to their viewpoints, but at the same time i don't want to lose sight of who i am (i'm catholic, by the way). i've been having a really hard time lately with everything and i don't know where to turn. i stumbled upon church hymns on the internet (Here I am Lord, You Are Mine, On Eagle's Wings, etc.) and have been feeling waves of calm all day. Just every once in a while thoughts of my ex will pop into my head and make me feel sick and depressed. What do you turn to? What really touches you emotionally? Thank you 