I want to make this short. Okay well I've been very depressed for the past year or so. This past year i've gotten help for it and been put on medication once on zoloft that didn't help so I switched to Lexapro. Right now I'm on 1 and 1/2 pills. It's been so hard because I can't find a right therapist and nothing has helped. One minute I'm happy and laughing, the next I want to kill myself. What could be wrong is this more than depression?