( The end part was when I woke up this morning, I just added it in at the end because I had the dream, went to my closet. Grabbed my note book and paper wrote it down and wrote how I felt just before I got up to write it).There were people( naked,grown). I had just gotten of the bus. Looked through a clear wall ?, chased them saw A&Ts. Ditched the knife in my pocket put it in my bag. I suppose I took a shower, or got out of a locker room, took a shower I think. For one reason or another I exited without a towel, I hid my privates with my hands there were many girls watching, commenting. I was beyond nervous, " do you want to see ?". K.C's eyes brightened and she agreed as she approached me in the dark red light. She grabbed my non erect penis as many other girls looked in curiousity. oh there it goes as she began to move her gentle hands across my penis it stood up and stood tall. I somehow managed to get some clothes on. I wanted to aske her if she would give me a handjob, but I didn't want to ruin what I had instead I embraced her with the most genuine kiss on earth it was mutual," I love you Jason", I somehow didn't need to acknowledge her compliment but somehow she knew exactly how I felt as if she could read my every thought. I got her name wrong so I didnt speak, I was balancing between two people who I knew. Girls. I wanted to aske to have sex but I was to affraid instead I added a number onto my roster. This was the end. I commented on how I had thought that it was all a dream to her. we were both confused. I felt truely perfect, confident, aware, in control, a man, and deeply, most importantly in love. Sure enough I woke up again amd realized that none of this actually happened. I had a boner, my body felt gentle and soft as it did in the dream. I lay there for a while not wanting to ruin the momment. Its bright outside morning always comes