Sucker! I means seriously, what else would you call it? But hey, what ever floats your boat! But I think I'd have more respect for myself than allow myself to become a slave to my fetish.
Have you tried doing little things instead of actually supporting them all the time?
EDIT:
I'm really not judging you. If you're okay with it that's cool, but I just think it is easy to get carried away by a fetish and let it take over your life. But as long as you know what you're getting into, more power to ya!