I hate myself..I hate life.I don't know why I'm here.I pray because people say if you pray to God enough it'll come true..I ask God why am I here and I ask him to take me away from here..I'm 15 years old..I want to be normal.Everything I talk about,my family ignores it and when they do listen they say I talk stupid talk..I don't to kill myself..I just want some help!! What should I do??????????????????????????