what's the meaning behind these lyrics? Do you like them?

[mTheDuchessm]

like a sign on my skin
I cannot wash away
it can't stay away from me
it just digs my own grave
I cannot walk away
I feel this heaviness inside
I know I wasn't her
I know it was a lie
Living a life that isn't mine
just an huge waste of time
running for the world's sake
lie to me, please lie to me
scratch my body, hurt my soul
I'm happy enough, I can control
I've nothing to lose
I pretend to be her
without innocence
no remorse
no resentment
I'm wasted enough
I can hurt my own self
let the blood flow away
think of me as something you can use
no love, no pain
no love, no self-esteem
pretend to be who they want you to be
and now
feel this emptiness
pay for your guilt
you betrayed yourself
I'm just bearing the cross
I'm just paying the prize
there's nothing I can do to turn back time
to built my own soul
to make them stay away from me - they're haunting my dreams
to wash away the filth - it's carved on me
to clean my mind - nothing is the same again
I lived a lie - I just cannot see
I've hidden the tears behind a smile
I wasted a life
I've lost a gem in the dirt
there's nothing I could do to make it shine again