Everything in life is a cycle and so life repeats itself so I don't see what the deal is wrong with letting the past dictatet the future. With knowing I am a screw up and accepting the fact that I'll always screw up time and time again and make people mad and disappoint others and myself. Forgiveness of myself is impossible because I will continue to hurt others and myself by my actions and my behavior. Intentions don't mean anything when the action itself results in something bad. I could have good intentions and accidentally kill someone with lack of knowledge or information. That doesn't change what happened. So anyway yeah I think the term good intentions doesn't stand for anything because stuff will happen no matter what people do or think. I'm 23 and a very deep thinker but yeah life can be a vicious stormy cycle.