purplekoolaid
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- Oct 20, 2008
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I fee like everything my first and only bf says, I think about it too much. Like the fact that I hadnt even been kissed before I was 21 (this year). he has more experience than me, so I feel inadequate and jealous of the ppl hes been with before me. I'm 21 and hes 30. He would ask if I even got kissed on the playground when I was little and I was like, no, never. I dont know why he seemed obsessed with thAt idea, that he was my first. Cuz when we first got close he said somethin like "how does it feel to be with a man" which kinda annoyed me cuz it sounded smug. I dont know, every time he reminds me of him being the only 1 I've been with, I feel low and unattractive
What do I do?
What do I do?