PhysicalandSpiritual
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Every guy that I've liked for the last 3 years has had a really toxic effect on me except for this one guy named Kyle...
Let's see:
When I liked Roman, I idolized him and thought about him all the time because he was so charming
When I liked Chris, I had insomnia lasting 40 hours cause I was so nervous around him and almost worshipped him cause I thought he was better than me
When I liked Eddie, I had imaginary conversations with him because I felt so inadequate and hopeless inside...
The only guy I've never idolized, never fantasized about, never lusted after, never had imaginary conversations about, and never liked at a superficial level or for superficial reasons is this guy named Kyle... For 2 years I was sure I would die for him if necessary.... I don't know why every other relationship I've had was so toxic...
I know my parents abused me and I haven't made a full recovery but I'm always normal around Kyle....
Let's see:
When I liked Roman, I idolized him and thought about him all the time because he was so charming
When I liked Chris, I had insomnia lasting 40 hours cause I was so nervous around him and almost worshipped him cause I thought he was better than me
When I liked Eddie, I had imaginary conversations with him because I felt so inadequate and hopeless inside...
The only guy I've never idolized, never fantasized about, never lusted after, never had imaginary conversations about, and never liked at a superficial level or for superficial reasons is this guy named Kyle... For 2 years I was sure I would die for him if necessary.... I don't know why every other relationship I've had was so toxic...
I know my parents abused me and I haven't made a full recovery but I'm always normal around Kyle....
