i realised. when they need me, i go out of my way to help them back. when i just wanted this, no..they ignore me. im not going out with them again..nor go out of my way for them.
i might as well visit my mum at work...she loves my company
'cause all my mates are either on holiday, to far away, or out of touch, so nothing to do really. Stuff starts again in September (College, Rugby, Fitness stuff) but this summers just been rest, lazing about antisocially, and doing nothing (well, been on holiday twice with mates, but thats it)
Ive just been on a loooong bike ride, now im rather burnt, and ive come inside to do work and research, but instead ive managed to accidently stumble on ihav... oops, thats a fail.