Why do my siblings hate me?

[iLoVesjiji]

i'm a junior high school with stress from multiple AP classes, studying 4 the SAT and the ACT.I'm constantly study and worrying about my grades and getting into college. I only get about 4 hours of sleep each night (on good days)...so why does my family stress me out even more by hating me? I have 2 brothers and 1 sister who are always saying things to me like "fatty, u big fat hippo,, nobody want to be around and nobody likes you, nobody cares about you, you're nothing, you're a piece of trash," etc...one of my brothers even went as far as to say 'stupid b*tc&, i wish you would die"....i don't get it! I end up crying every single day because i can't take all of this stress from school and home, it gets to the point where i end up getting headaches crying myself to sleep ..i used to be some what confident but now i don't have any confidence or any self-esteem at all...sometimes i just wish that i didn't exist because that would be a whole lot better than feeling what i'm feeling now...how can i deal with this?

 

[larianyla]

My guess is your siblings are jealous. I only have one sibling (a younger sister), but gets jealous of everything I do. In fact, my sister is pretty much like your siblings! But you shouldn't have to put up with their immaturity. Is there anyone you can talk to? Your parents? A counselor?

I know it's very hard for you (especially considering you have more than 1 sibling), but you have to try not to let them bother you. You know that their insults aren't true. Remind yourself of all the things you can do. You know you're smart. You know you're nice. Say to yourself what's good about you. Know what your strengths and weaknesses are. If you know who you are, they can't make fun of you.

And congratulations on your AP classes! Keep working hard, but don't stress yourself out!