Why does sexuality have to be SO uncomfortable to talk about?

[questioner49]

theres parts of it i feel like i cant tell anyone...because the thought of them are so disgusting and shameful, and like wtf is wrong with you....

i told my therapist im gay...and im SO PROUD of myself

but theres a deep pain/disgust.anxiety about details in my sexualty...

i need to tell someone

i cant even tell the LGBT communtity!

=(

 

[Nick]

I feel the same way.
It's like i just want to scream "I'm Gay!"