ive been feeling depressed and not myself for a few months now. I just feel as though it is getting worse. I went to the dr and she prescribed me lexapro. I have very low self esteem, no confidence in myself and lots of insecurities. Its ruining everything in my life. I hate myself. I used to feel good all the time and not be afraid to do or say anything. I used to be happy and I used to like myself. I dont want to take medication. I keep thinking it will go away on its own... whatever it is. Im scared. Ive been going to counseling. But it hasnt been very helpful. I dont know what to do anymore.