When I was about 16, when I still lived in Taiwan, I had this guy friend that I really trusted for a long time. And you know, he was pretty attractive too, he was about 1 years older than me. He ended up telling me that he liked me and stuff, but I rejected him because that was when I was with my boyfriend. I found out that he was involved with criminal activity, drugs, etc. Heck, I don't know, maybe he was a gangster. lol.
But anyways, I still decided to trust him because he didn't seem liked he changed at all to me. Later, I said some rude things to him and he got really pissed. I didn't know what was going on but he hit me with close fists right in the face and ended up raping me.
I'm 19 now. This was a long time ago, but I don't seem to trust a lot of people anymore because of it. A long with the fact that my boyfriend was one of the guy's enemies, and I didn't even tell him about it to prevent violence.
I'm just asking, how should I get over this? Should I trust men again? Should I tell my boyfriend about this even though it was so long ago?
But anyways, I still decided to trust him because he didn't seem liked he changed at all to me. Later, I said some rude things to him and he got really pissed. I didn't know what was going on but he hit me with close fists right in the face and ended up raping me.
I'm 19 now. This was a long time ago, but I don't seem to trust a lot of people anymore because of it. A long with the fact that my boyfriend was one of the guy's enemies, and I didn't even tell him about it to prevent violence.
I'm just asking, how should I get over this? Should I trust men again? Should I tell my boyfriend about this even though it was so long ago?