i really think your messed up. who would like to there freinds seriously.
and sure somtimes life can be funny
but if ya keep pulling away from love your giong to end up no where in life
When I see someoen crying or upset, I don't care. i stare and look, only in amazement that someone can be that weak, lacking self-control. When someone tells me they like me, or have feelings for me, or 'care' about me. I dont feel a thing. I just sit there, with a dumb-founded look. I don't know why. When people die, i've recently lost someone, a girl that i did love for a long time.. I didn't feel anything. Everyone was crying around me and I just stood there, and then i went home and did some reading. When people show me affection, like trying to kiss or hug me, i pull away. It makes me very uncomfortable. i can laugh, and have fun but the moment anybody gets all smushy and you know, shows emotion with me, I pull away.
Is this normal?
I think its funny sometimes. When people die, like for example someone falling off a cliff 'by accident'
or when someone is being hit my a car.. Also, its amazingly enetertaining, how easy it is to lie to people I know. I've truly mastered the art of lying throughout the years. These people believe anything.