If God loves me why doesn't HE warn me? Why does he need to send a tool like you to do it? If he's all-knowing and all-powerful why can't he figure out a way to convince me he's real? If there's only one thing that will convince me - him personally showing up and introducing himself - and he refuses to do it, therefore condemning me to eternal torture, what kind of love is that?
Your religion is bullshit, take it somewhere else.