I'm so lost n need a lil advice from open minded non judgemental people... c, I use to b a faithful Christian. I mean, I didn't go to church and never have or will but I prayed every night before I went to bed and always stood up for God... but lately... I start questioning y God does the things he does... y do innocent children die from horrible diseases? Y do rich people get everything while the hard workin middle class loses everything they have? Y r good people murdered and innocent people hurt everyday? I just don't get it... so I started researching and the topic of bein an agnostic came up. It seems lik it fits me entirely. I mean, I don't deny there is a God, but I'm not sure there is either. Then I hear all this stuff about how agnostics are one step away from atheisem and going to hell. I don't wanna go to hell. I'm honestly a good person. I'm caring and loving and thoughful of others. I can say out loud I believe in God all I want, but it's wats inside that matters n inside I have serious doubts. Is n e one else out there having doubts or questions? I'm just so confused and need some guidance. Thanks.